My goodnight messages keep getting shorter
You are so oblivious that I cannot bring it up
My chest feels heavy thinking of how—
You dispelled the loneliness in my heart
And now, I can afford happiness without depending on you
I am thinking of ending us
For the last time, show me your kindness
I hope to find it in your heart to forgive me
For my selfish departure, to spend this accumulated happiness
Somewhere you are not included
Putting a stop to this
I want to end us
I want to end us
And I don't want to waste your youth
Don't want to prolong your happiness—
As a result of my false affection, I show you
Don't want to prolong your happiness—
As a result of my false affection, I show you
My deeply concealed loss of love for you
Forgive me for my treacherous deed
I plan to push that piece of domino
At a time you will not be entirely crushed underneath
Even if I am leaving, know that at some point
My feelings were madly real and I badly wanted to stay
But not anymore
For the sake of old times
I will cautiously take a step back
One after the other
I slowly slip away from your grasp
For the following years, I will spend this happiness wisely
To commemorate your contribution to fixing up my broken pieces
I will honour your love and sacrifices for the rest of my life
And I will forever hate myself for being the traitor that I am to you
© VJEQ